“I want a broken heart”- Derek Webb.
“measure your life in loss instead of gain
…for love’s strength standeth in love’s sacrifice
and whosoever suffereth most hath most to give.” –Hudson Taylor
“In the Presence you will delight in the discovery of what it means to live by grace and not by performance.” -Brennan Manning
Riding a bike across the U.S. will not earn me man points. ☺ It will not earn me any points, in any way.
Instead, it will break me, teaching me how selfish and self-seeking I am. It is teaching me that the poor can rescue us. It is teaching me about my own poverty.
Heard a story: of a wall in Africa on which these words rest- “we endure the pain to embrace the gain.”
It is teaching me less about a cause and more about family and community.
It is teaching me about contentment.
Found this the other day: “godliness accompanied with contentment—that contentment which is a sense of inward sufficiency—is great and abundant gain.”- 1 Timothy 6:6b
I am learning about faith, which engenders hope, which in turn generates dignity.
This journey expands my vision of the world by expanding my view of America.
Today, at the East Texas Rescue Mission I realized (again) that I too am homeless (in one sense). I know what it is like to live out of a suitcase or a bin. I know what it is like to squirm when someone asks "where are you from?". But really, could it not be that I simply have many homes? All over the globe.
Today, I realized (again) that I too am in need of Christ and of community. I need people to get me out of my self/head. I need people to lay on an air mattress with me and laugh hysterically, to ask me questions, to be interested, to smile at me and hug my feet, to tell me their stories, to listen to my emotional rants and tell me they love me anyway. I need others to be whole.
That’s a big lesson for me, because I’d rather be awesome, alone, self-sufficient.
But I need others to help me bear my burdens and the burdens of the world.
Note: Perhaps I’m a bit heavy on the “discovering your soul” portion of Venture’s slogan. ;-) Be grateful I didn’t share everything. ☺
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